I’m disappointed in what I see. If I was a different person and I saw myself, I would hit myself. I wouldn’t care what I would say. I need to get my shit straight. I need to change for the better. Stop the excuses, stop the bad habits, and start doing good. The way I treat people needs to improve. The way I disrespect people needs to end. The way I don’t care needs to be fixed. I’m sorry for everything. I’f I have ever hurt you, i’m sorry with all my heart. I wish I can go back in time to fix my mistakes I done. I hope I can make it up to you, but sometimes things can’t be fixed. I understand if you won’t ever forgive me. I know, i’m a monster, I know I have done you all wrong, and I’m sorry God for not being what you created me to be

I think it be nice to see two people to come in as a groom and bride. Hella fancy and pretend to get married. LOOL. I’d try that with my ex but naahh. That be cute tho. Using a ringpop or those 50 cent ring toys as a ring. At lunch, the broom can get the bride and propose to her at lunch or something, grabbing everyone’s attention. YUUUUP. I really want to try that when I go out with someone. A cool idea, right? Get all the teachers thinking too. LOOL.

I can’t wait to get married. Being able to see the love of my life walk down the isle in a beautiful gown. Getting ready for the biggest moment of my life, sharing two life’s in one strong bonded soul. Being able to hold her hand, look into the beautiful eyes of hers and say the words “I do.”. I just can’t wait to see that day come. Well, first I need to find out who will I marry, but only God knows. So I just have to wait until I meet her. When I meet her, I’ll just give her the biggest smile ever, the same smile I would give when I say the words “I do.”